It's midnight, I should be going to bed, but instead I browse dA out of sheer boredom and lack of sleepiness and a really icky cough. I've spent too many days thinking about useless stuff, about friendships turning sour AGAIN, about being sick and feeling all crappy, about not making enough money for rent... All that stuff that you DON'T want to think about, but it just creeps into your brain and does a jig on your gray matter. =_= I hates eet. I'm afraid that I've lost my drawing talents, whatever little amount I had... I'm not really doing much with my life, and it depresses me, sometimes I think I'm better off NOT here, y'know? But, ah well...